Shackles.

It has failed me once more as it has done before. I'm sick and tired of it repeating itself over and over again. I'm done and I'm serious this time. No more rushing into things and no more putting others before myself. I'm just glad that it's finally over. I don't have to try so hard to change for someone who never appreciated it and I don't have to think twice before I say something. It pained me so much to have to do things his ways. It frustrated me to the extent where I could not take it anymore. There was no point in doing something that didn't make me happy at all. He was selfish and he didn't know it. It's too bad for him now that I'm no longer under his control.

I think I'm falling ill and it's not the normal kind but I don't know if it's just feelings or something else. This is all weird and new to me but I still think it's something else.

I need something to make me happy. Something that doesn't kill me (lols).