Mardi Gras.

People should know when too much is TOO MUCH. I have been nothing but nice to some people but they don't know their limits. I don't mind doing favours for people really. But when you screw me when something goes wrong and it's not even my fault then you can very well fuck off. You don't have to ask me to do you a favour anymore. I have feelings too. I'm not made of fucking stone. You could at least appreciate my effort. Telling everyone that I DITCHED you is NOT cool. Because I DID NOT ditch you. I seriously had enough of you telling everyone I'm a "ditcher". I swear to god it's not funny.

And another thing, people who judge someone before knowing anything about that person. You should just keep your opinions to yourself if you don't know what I've been going through. I know what I'm doing and I appreciate your advice. But please don't make any assumptions and fuck things up between us.

I've come to realise that I've never really had best friends. The ones who actually, really know who I am. What kind of person I can be. Someone who knows what and what not to say to me. Someone who knows deep down I am soft hearted and I get hurt easily. And that I cry at the sight of dead animals. I need someone who understands me. Unfortunately, the world doesn't revolve around me. Go figure.